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I sit & laugh with friends at what we've all been through
But I still catch my breath when someone mentions you.
We move on, put those dreams away
Hoping that we'll find them come some rainy day.
How could I know that everything would change?
Except the way I miss you.

9:52 AM When she walks away from you mad
[ follow her ]

When she stares at your mouth
[ smile, then kiss her ]

When she pushes you or hits you
[ hug her tight ]

When she starts cursing at you
[ say i love you ]

When she's quiet
[ hold her hand and ask what's wrong ]

When she ignores you
[ act cute so she'll notice you ]

When she pulls away
[ Pull her back ]

When you see her at her worst
[ tell her you love her and she stilllooks amazing ]

When you see her crying
[ hold her, ask her what's wrong ]

When you see her walking
[ approach her, give her a kiss on thecheek. ]

When she's scared/afraid
[assure her you're not going to leave her ]

When she lays her head on yourshoulders
[ tilt your head too, and hold herhand ]

When she steals your favorite cap
[ let her keep it]

When she teases you
[ Tease her back and make her laugh ]

When she doesn't answer for a long time
[ reassure her that everything isokay ]

When she looks at you with doubt
[ Back yourself up ]

When she says that she likes you
[ she really does more than you could understand ]

When she grabs your hands
[ Hold hers and play with her fingers ]

When she bumps into you
[ bump into her back and make her laugh ]

When she tells you a secret
[ keep it safe and untold ]

When she looks at you in your eyes
[ don't look away until she does ]

When she misses you
[ she's hurting inside ]

When you break her heart
[ the pain never really goes away ]

When she says its over
[ she still wants you to be hers ]

8:51 AM well well...I finally managed to get my bloggg back. Haven updated this thing for months eh. OKay, news for you. I have been with the best thing in the world for this whole 2007. Well, it's not exactly the end of the year yet, but almost ok. I still love him and is still as obsessed. Haha. Point at me and laugh for all I care. I so wanna do that to myself as well. I'm quite a silly and foolish girl. Cause, you know what. He probably isnt that obsessed anymore. People misses his freedom and singlehood. I don't know about myself. I guess I am really clear about what I want so I don't start thinking about not being with him. I love and adore him to bits. If only he could show the same feelings. If only he was more expressive to make me feel more loved. haha. yeayea...laugh at me again.

You'll be away to Malaysia for 10 days, which is really long. I can still live without you, but I'll just be living in misery. haha. fuck yourself fel, it's just 10 days.

You know what, after the stupid-est break-up, things might be a little different. But, we'll go through it together. Right? Love you, best thing.