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I sit & laugh with friends at what we've all been through
But I still catch my breath when someone mentions you.
We move on, put those dreams away
Hoping that we'll find them come some rainy day.
How could I know that everything would change?
Except the way I miss you.

11:31 AM I like today.

love is sweet.

8:58 AM hai. you wun understand.

and thats because im a girl.

5:51 AM A while ago, I was looking at a chain mail. You know those that says make a wish in 10secs and then forward the mail to 10 people, if not your wish will become the opposite. I'm never the type to believe in such dumb, lame chain mails. But this one however, I dunno why...I went along. And it's actually because of that wish I made. It's a very simple wish. And it's kinda ridiculous because I probably have it already, but perhaps I want it so much or rather, need it so much, that I'm so afraid of either losing it or maybe I want more of it.

Haha, I think too much luh. So much so that i hurt myself sometimes.
Erh.how?

I'm supposed to feel quite fortunate eh. I mean, I'm good yea?

Hur.


Fucking accounts test tmr morning (!!) is screwing my Friday aka REST DAY. Now I have to freaking study...on a Friday Night!!


Last thought:
I need money. Like those that come in bulks.

8:52 AM My accounts isnt done yet and I had told myself that I would DO it. But here am I watching random youtube vids and researching on aliens and tofu.

I just watched plenty alien related videos, and kinda realised (not that I didnt know) that there are so many false alien-wannabes. Fakers! Posers!! Pretenders.

Hmm.. but wait...maybe its alright..since there are also human-wannabe aliens right?

We're on fair grounds then.

Oh, if you're a supper person, as in you have to eat supper, like me, eat TOFU! tofu's good. I read about it just now and yeah, it's good.(= haha. I'm having green tofu now so yes! It's actually green tea flavoured so it's literally green...

(=

Today I spent a lot of money on stupid things and it felt good.
Cant wait till I might finally save up a fair lot of money and do some real retail therapy! It could take months. I need a job luh. Depending on my pocket money to save up is just bullshit. Not like I'm allowed to work either. Studies comes first uhuh. But nevermind its not a bad thing. Work is tiring ehh. =\

Haha I'm so super crapping luh. Dumb accounts.

These upcoming days are gonna be super busy with the rush of projects and still have to study for that stupid accounts shit test on saturday!!! Don't I just detest that subject so much. But, oh, check out my economics..I think I hate it more. Ahhh whatever... don't talk about this already la uh. BYE!

9:35 AM @%% (*^ &$#$@*%^*& #&#@%&. %#@*# *@* @%^^#.

10:14 AM Suck tits luh. I hate myself.

I am super losing it.

I am dumb to even think of such redundant stuffs.

My bonkers instinct,

Too much of it to handle.


Stop it Fel stop it before you lose more.

10:05 AM Today, had a pom meeting in the morning at school. We rehearsed our speeches and roleplay..most went quite well. Just that, the duration for our speeches were a problem. So, have to like work on that again. Bloody fuck. My SWOT part sucks luh. And it's not like I don't want to cut down on it! I cant neglect the other pointssss!! And please please don't suggest that again... ugh.

Anyway, went town with Eelin after that to get stuff. When we reached Somerset, it was pouring cats and dogs. We struggled through all the caught-in-the-rain-refugees and the quite drainless ground of rainwater seeping into our sandals. Hate that feeling. Makes your feet so wet and smelly after that. So anyway, we couldnt possibly continue squeazing under the pathetic amount of shelter so we went seeking for cheap umbrellas. Found umbrellas for sale at some I-dunno-where and bought two yellow umbrellas! and so...walking in the rain armed with our yellow shields it was. For a moment I felt like playing in the rain..its like so heavy and looks fun. But I'll not do that unless I'm in my secondary school uniform or something and with those mad people. Haha. Okay..that was just a random thought. Umm, so anyway we shopped around Heeren and I got hungry so we ate a bit at Sakae. Then off we went to meet dearest Ken at cityhall. He sent me a msg saying that he'll be at the front of the platform waiting for us and that his handphone no batt. So then we arrived at the platform, couldnt see him anywhere so I searched endlessly around the platform back and forth for a dumb tall white shirt guy. We gave up that platform because its obvious he wasnt there anymore so we took the escalator to the control station..and while I was on the escalator, I freaking saw his reflection in the mirror and quickly looked, but because it was a mirror, I got confused and he walked away already. I went to search back and forth again but he actually went down. I almost went down when he was coming up but I looked back and caught him coming up at the foot of the escalator and phew...I f o u n d h i m.
How retarded the whole thing. Okay then we went to marina square to find something and Ronald came to join us. Played pool for a while then went for dinner.. The foodcourt at marina square has a terrifying amount of cockroaches of different age groups, especially at the barrier thing that has balls inside, which I think is their home. So anyway, freaked out a little cause they were coming towards us and shifted places. After that, we walked to the train station and took the train home......

Thats all.

Thanks for bothering to read.

<3

9:48 AM I learnt something new today.
And it's very chim.

I would just say, if only I could possibly create something 5th dimensional. That would mean travelling in time. And it might be possible since time is relative. I would create a machine that travels in the speed of light. A Time Machine.

10:08 AM I'm losing myself again. Or at least, I think I am.

7:48 AM A lot of things to do today.


I have not watched night at the museum and I really want to catch it.

I shall skip pom for golden globes tomorrow.

and fuck, I've not started my macro project..

Procrastination. I'm used to it.




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7:08 AM You know what? I didn't want to stoop to your level, but I think I cant tolerate your nonsense anymore. LIKE SERIOUSLY. Get a fucking life will you?! Stop being such a petty sissy luh. That gloomy expression of yours could kill any gay pixie already. Yes, I know seemingly, it was my fault that landed us in this present situation. But! Come on dude, be a MAN. It's not like I inflicted long-term harm/hurt on you! If you want to accuse me of liking somebody else so fast after you? Hello??? Look back to what you did to your ex-girlfriend. Sounds familiar? So shut the fuck up about that. (I'm saying this because it seems like the only reasonable thing for you to be angry with me) but, I merely followed my heart, alright? Why do you even care anymore man. Whats with that childishness! And why why why did I choose to leave you? Could you look at me now and compare with last time? What you see is the difference. Still don't get it? Then all the more why I had to leave you. It was a mistake. It was and you know it. We rushed into it and the funniest thing was, I wasn't even aware of the officiality until I had to ask you. Anyway, maybe you didnt know, I had sensible reasons to have left you. Up to you if you wanna know about it. Well, from the way you're behaving, maybe you do want to. Then again, whatever.

What. Am I supposed to sound obvious?

RAHHHH.

9:37 AM I'm starting to feel very irritated with myself. Very. Like a bee.

6:32 AM

How Nerdy R U?
Braniac!

You are a true braniac... maybe you might get into one of those ivy league colleges for gifted minds such as yourself. Congrats. You rule. :)

Take this test

Haha IM A SNIPER. Watch out, I murder almost in silence and you cant see me.

Awwww....

Social loser?! hahaha oh fine..

Hehheh. I had fun.

Siling is bad. She calls me _ a_ _u_ b _t_ Heh. Don't figure.

))=

7:11 AM I want to call macs delivery as often as possible so I could win that $10 000.

If only I was that lucky.

Imagine..if I won $10 000! I would give a thousand each to the family and I keep 5000!

If only, if only.

Maybe depending on 4D might be better. I could like worship some lady spirit and ask her to bless me with four numbers. wow wow. I'll be a millionaire teen! All to myself the money. Hahaha No need to study like some shithead and earn a pathetic thousand a month. Haha. No wait, I'll most probably be like that so yah.

Oh well! I'll not lose hope in luck yet. I might win...something...someday. haha.


No, it isn't silliness. I'm just too broke.

7:17 AM 2006 has been a rather eventful year for me. I would think it was a slow year..and thats cause quite a lot of things happened eh.

Firsly, the year kinda started with Millenia Institute. It was a very slack period. School was not even like school, most new friends made there aren't even real friends anymore. I personally found that place so superficial and I guess it's mainly because of the people..and also the short amount time we had to get to know each other luh. But nevermind.

Then, it was working at pizza hut while waiting for school to start. haha. Seemed like such a long time ago. But anyway, it was really fun working with those erm..pizza hut people. Yeah. And there was this person who scared the wits outta me.

And so, Poly life begun. At first, thought my new class sucked pretty much. Haha. But no, they are a wonderful bunch okayy! Yep. Made some really great friends. We're not even together for a year but somehow it feels like we've known each other for a long time. hmm..there was a fair bit of drama going on as well, but all's well I think. Yep. Found love right there too.(=

During that 2 months break, slogged at eastside cartel where the bad people ruled. hurhur. There were only a miserable handful of nice people. Ugh, overall, over there sucked lah.

2nd term of school then started. Time passed fast. At the blink of the eye, it was China-ing again then a sad Christmas in china and on the plane home and tada... its the New Year!

2006 was a year change. New friends, new school, new exposure. And I loved it. I'm grateful for this good year. Hope 2007 would be greater.(=