hits and counting :D

I sit & laugh with friends at what we've all been through
But I still catch my breath when someone mentions you.
We move on, put those dreams away
Hoping that we'll find them come some rainy day.
How could I know that everything would change?
Except the way I miss you.

11:48 AM Econs is a killer.
Im craving for Starbucks..
I want Christmas to arrive faster!
Christmas is happy
I think Im having a stomachache now.
Im tired but not sleepy.
I cant think..
How am I gonna complete this stupid econs by tonight?!?!



thank you, though you cant see this. that was sweet of you, but i do not feel a thing. why?

im becoming feelingless and numb.

10:53 AM I feel emo. I hate to hurt you, and I'm hating myself for it. I'm sorry..but if I dun do it now, we'll go nowhere. I'm so sorry..

I dunno what I'm doing these days. I haven been studying for a month! None of my tutorials are done at all. Damn? and things are not going right. Deadlines too many. The OB presentation was depressing. Our Comm Skills report is haywire. I Hate Excel. Accounts is as good as dead. As for Macroecons, what is that?

heh.

Didnt exactly eat alot during the steamboat session with cat just now. but I feel puky..and my stomach feels churny..

This doesnt sound good.

10:06 AM Sort of celebrated mummy's birthday today. Went to Goodwood Park hotel for her favourite buffet. Then, went Plaza Sing to repair my V3. Very Unfortunately, my handphone has a crack in the lcd inside. So, according to the rules, cracks are not eligible for warranty. DAMN. And it costs 185 freakin' bucks to repair that damn LCD. wth! its even more expensive than the phone itself! so,(ugh!)..cannot repair. which means, no phone. sigh..my V3 was only alive for 3 months..
):

Then, eelin, tat, stan, chang and melvin came over to my place for OB project around 3 plus. Didnt do much.. Gonna skip CSA lecture tmr to finish it.(= i hate csa lectures..super boring and i dun learn anything.

Mel left and met kb at Simpang for dinner after that.

Did I mention I like just sitting down and talking to people? Somehow, it never gets boring and theres always something to talk about. Its makes everyone bond. Like yesterday, my aunt brought her China students whom she helps take care of, to my grandma's place. We met them a few times, but never talked at all. Then, we just happened to sit around each other, and so, started talking in broken chinese to them, and them, really Pro mandarin to us. haha.
Novia and Cecilia - my new China friends, are going to bring my cousin and I to Hongkong for some real shopping! Hurray!! :D cant wait!



//i cant love for nuts.

9:26 AM

7:49 AM hmm. im stressed! another problem. like what tat said, im lucky yet unlucky at the same time.

=


anyway, we were playing with hakim's handphone during csa lecture..

tat_fel_eelin

(=

11:01 AM Oblivious or plain acting blur? or, do they just refuse to accept the negative traits of one? I really wonder. Some people show who they really are without knowing it. and the people around them just choose not to acknowledge that trait, probably all for the sake of giving that person face. Or maybe, some just keep quiet about it. Im not sure why, but are there people who like people who are attention seekers, selfish and vain? Im not talking about being like that sometimes, but rather, all the time. I mean, its complete alright to want some attention sometimes, but always wanting to go your way without thinking about others can be mean. Maybe, some people are used to having alot attention to themselves and they think too highly of themselves thats why they are simply deluded. Its not that visible on the surface, perhaps time will show.





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I was just wondering today..

Is my life considered meaningful?

What would define 'meaningful'?

I suppose its subjected to the individual in varied ways of how meaningful life should be.

Maybe, i think, a meaningful life is a happy life.



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9:46 AM pirates of the carribean rocked! (though i didnt really like the unhappy ending..) jack sparrow! my johnny depp! He died..! well, kind of la.

ok, im blogging cause i cant get to sleep. and i feel no inspiration to blog either. But, ill just do without the damn inspiration and write crap here!
i seriously feel malfunctioned-like, i cant do anything right now! this sucks. and i doubt anyone understands this strange feeling..

SIGH.

its Siling's birthday today! happy birthday girl! although you wun seeing this cause u dunno abt this blog. haha.

Today had a almost-whole-class lunch together at bedok pizza hut. hehs.been a really long time since i tasted pizza hut's delicacies. i still love the drumlets and the beefballs.(:
and oh! tamp pizza hut just reopened today at 5pm. according to daniel, its damn nice now! and that business became busier. haha.im gonna go see tmr!

anyway, today's my first time to the cinema at Cathay. the movie theatre is damn nice lah! hahaha.

i've got 2 necklaces today! i bought one myself and he bought the other one for me! yayy (=



*curiosity does not kill the cat all the time!

8:46 AM HAPPY BIRTHDAY ERNEST TAN.

you're 15. grow up please.


my brother din want to celebrate his brithday today.how sad. i was actually looking forward to a birthday dinner..):

today was an unpleasant day overall. got up really late, kept someone waiting for damn long.. couldnt do accounts at all, tat's treat was postponed, did not manage to catch a movie, all that bad mood crap frm someone, no birthday dinner, made someone cry, -ahhh!


//im sorry.

10:50 AM Last night, my dad and mum saw two angmoh men making out at the next block.they claimed they were French. how cool. i have a gay neighbour. maybe theres more, who knows?

Commskills OP tmr. i just completed my script and im not exactly very pleased with it. It still looks a bit wrong and i dunno how to improve on it despite staring at it for the whole afternoon and night. ah well..lets hope tay will be nice tmr.


i reluctantly bought a blouse from G2000 today. it cost 44 bucks, HAI. i dun see why its worth the amount. whatever, i have no choice anyway.

Just realised, that i've kinda lost the craving for ice creams alrdy. yay! though im just still a little tempted to get B&J's chocolate fudge brownie everytime from cheers in school. hehheh..somehow i am still able to resist it, due to the desperate need to save money. Sigh. Did i mention im getting really broke? i dun think im even able to save 10 bucks this week anymore as planned. "peanut butter bread please.."



//just 3 words for you.

7:36 AM The Cheers in tp sucks la. how can so careless charge people $104 sia! and he only bought h2o thats $1+. hai.stupid.. dun ever ever use nets in Cheers im telling you people! and, always check your receipts after you buy something! esp, You! hahaha.

anyway, today felt like a happy day. heh heh. i dun really know why either..

my mum's getting selfish. and its scary. cause its an all of a sudden thing. then during dinner(steamboat! yay), she blew up because my dad made a comment about the prawns being unfresh. oh well..i hope its just today she's like that.



//that boy with the red nose