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I sit & laugh with friends at what we've all been through
But I still catch my breath when someone mentions you.
We move on, put those dreams away
Hoping that we'll find them come some rainy day.
How could I know that everything would change?
Except the way I miss you.

4:27 AM its my suay day today.
first. i LOST MY HANDPHONE when i was only away from it for 15 fuckin MINS.
second. i got caught for my fuckin ages-ago-dyed-hair.and im made to dye it black by mon.tsk.i dun think im gonna do it anyway.
third. i met the mean-est bus driver who wouldnt open the bus door even though we were right there.
fourth. i had no money to pay for my doughnut.

okay.tt was my afternoon.a bad bad afternoon! ughh!!

i still cant get over the loss of my phone.its like losing half of the world. hur.

3:28 AM boo. im alone at home again.
today's the official last day of sch hols.and i know im supposed to see myself rushing throu last min hw. tts isnt happening however. i see myself in a dark cell. what does this imagery tell you?

frm tmr onwards, school's gonna be real hell. tutorials all the way to 4 plus. not the usual 3 plus anymore.im so gonna have trouble rushing throu holidays homework tt im not done with and more coming in. my mum's been calling me stupid everytime she sees me. how encouraging. i know she wun be surprised if i fail my o's.

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im currently addicted to jolin's tian kong. hahas.


//love me for us.

10:00 AM sjab training camp's over. feel extremely drained out although it was only 3days 2 nights. barely slept la. haha.. came home and slept for like 20 hrs? haa. my mum even thought i died.she asked my brother to check if i was still breathing la. wad crap.

oh.anyway, during the camp, there was this freak spying on us. this old man with his bicycle. on the first night,he called up the teachers and claimed that the juniors were being tortured.he complained that the way we treated them was worse than the army. he said he had been watching us for 14 HOURS!!all the way frm 7am-9pm. what kinda freak is that? .. rahhh!! and he said if he sees us "torturing" the juniors on the 2nd day, he's gonna blow up the matter and complain to the school. -ughh!!- and btw, we found out that it was one of the sec one's grandpa. they were twins somemore. fucking shit. if he was so concern abt all these, dun even let them join this cca la. give so much trouble for what! and btw, i cant stand one of the twins. she smiles to herself and i think its freaky.just like that fuckin grandfather of hers.

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had class chalet today. mich and i reached dere quite late and there was barely food left. aww..
played mahjong the whole time. and the rest were busy taking photos of funny poses.hahas..damn hilarious.
abby's mum took the rachels and me home. hmm.and oh..did i mention i like rachel's christian dior bag? it was so lovely! hahas..

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btw, its maggie tan's birthday today!
happy 19th birthday! (=

8:53 AM went plaza sing today with abby and meiyi.was supposed to get camp stuffs but we were far too distracted with our own things.haha.. abby was freaked out by this guy at spotlight.she saw him take the penknife frm the counter wen nobody's lookin,stare at it and smiled to himself, den the lady returned to e counter and he put it back.hurhur.guess abby tot he was going to stab somebody with the knife. hmm.. shopping after tt.and all of us found alot of things we liked,resulting in us spending alot of money today.but it was all worth it.(=

meiyi kept contemplating weder to go meet her MI friends.and tt took her half the day to make her decision. finally,she decided to go after much persuasion frm her fren,timo. and she made me bring her things back to her.hmmph.

emaths tutorial later.-sighs-

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//once in love,but you went away.

9:07 AM i hate alarm clocks. they dont seem to work for me! woke up at 10.23 today.and my meeting was at 10.30. haha..wth. obviously i was late and kept amanda waiting too. hur.real sorry girl.

had our meeting at tamp macs for 3 hrs then went to get some stuffs for e camp. bumped into sylvia and lisa. just had a few words but felt kinda awkward.hmm. abby came over to my house after tt and we did some camp stuffs.and every half an hour,she wld look out of the window and say "feli! look at the birds!they look so nice!"..."feli! i can actually see the aeroplane from here!"..."feli! there's something flying outside.. oh! its a toy plane!-screams excitedly-". hur.madness.. she has been to my house like thousands of times la.

hmm..had fish n co at the airport for dinner.(= my mum was kinda annoyed at the waitress thou.cuz she din allow us to have the kids meal cuz we kinda like..dun look like kids? oh well..my youngest bro is still a 12-yr-old KID wadd.. rahh__. so yea..we had to fill in some kinda lucky draw ticket after the meal and my dad kept telling my brother to write his phone number bigger.den my mum was like:" aiya.not as if ure gonna win anyway.." dad:" eh..no lor. i got this feeling ill win this time.i dun usually have this feeling one okay." hehs. lets hope his gut feeling comes true.


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//lets hope for the day when i wont think abt you.

4:01 AM im alone at home and i hate it.
i need another living soul in this house now pls.the silence is freaking me out.

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anyways went to funan the IT mall this morning.
bought a new mouse and printer ink.
hmm..that's all actually.

oh ya..i had a room revamp!
hahas..
my room's so much neater now.=)
even my brothers are jealous.haha.

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i have nothing to say anymore.
what a useless life..

i hope my family comes back soon with my dinner.
im lonely and starving..
ugh!
they are like all the way at orchard playing badminton?
hurhur..cuz my uncle's friend has badminton courts in his condo.
so yea.. and dey left me at home cuz i was sleeping./

okays.im off..
just lied to my mum tt im studying.
hurhur.

7:25 AM i bought new specs again! haha.
this is like my 4th specs la.
hurhur..

anyways woke up this morning with the determination to do some serious work.
but only managed to do like 5 qns of amaths?
hahas..
went to play badminton at tampines with becks,mich,tabby and lisa.
played til 6 then went home.
ohh ..and i had crabbb for dinner!!
heh heh..

i wanna go shopping with meiyi tmr!
but i know i cant afford to go out so often anymore.
the load of my homework is piling and im getting a lil worried.
haven completed any yet la.
ughh!!

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_take me out of my skin,beat me up and stuff me back in.so i won't feel the pain..

3:53 AM okays.im back frm my island trip.all thanks to CARTHIGASU and her wOw sense of directions. rah_..

7:43 AM today had lit tutorials til 11.
met up wif angeline at tm after that
i wanted to watch CURSED
but she insisted it was a lame show.
haha..
but i thought it was kinda true .
so watched 'monster-in-law' instead.
it was quite a nice show.=)

walked around, den she had to meet her gf..
so went home..
and decided to go for a swim.
found out tt my stamina's really horrible now!
swam for only two pathetic laps and panted lyk shit.
wth. =/
im so gonna exercise more now!

rahh_____!
spend e evening watching tv.
den went parkway for dinner.
saw dis guy at isetan.he cut his girlfriend's name on his hair la.
my dad was complaining tt it was so foolish to do sucha thing.
haha..
and kept shouting vulgarities at his fren in front of us.
my dad felt lyk slapping him man.
hur.
but i think his hair was kinda cool.
=)

oh ya.saw her dere agn.
her hair was pink.but she claimed it was purple.oh well..
but it looked nice though.

im so gonna find a pure purple dye.
i guess violet doesnt work on my hair.
it looked red instead.
of all e ppl i asked, only 15% said my hair looked purple.
damn_.

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hmm...
haven done any work dis week.
i guess i just wasted a week's precious time away.
=(
but yea..im not even in the right mode to do work yet.
shall wait til next week.

willy gave me homework to do agn.
i kinda hate him now.
he scolded me for producing poor results for amaths.-22.5/100
he thinks tt having tuition wif him means my grades will be better.
but wth..he expected me to get above 60 for amaths.
when i got only 13/100 for last yr's exam.
how possible ya_

i hate him.

oh yea..sjab's june training camp is on e 22, 23, 24 june.
so ex-seniors, drop by if u want.
but if u only wanna come back and shout here shout there den forget it ya. =l


//someone pls get me into the study mood before im certified hopeless.