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I sit & laugh with friends at what we've all been through
But I still catch my breath when someone mentions you.
We move on, put those dreams away
Hoping that we'll find them come some rainy day.
How could I know that everything would change?
Except the way I miss you.

7:38 AM im having a terrible stomach ache now and i hate e doctor for giving mi such yucky medicines. he sld prolly gimme dose nice colourful sweet ones..maybe i wun mind taking them at all. bLeh.
missed e camp for 2 days..heard frm becks n abby tt it kinda boring..so lucky me.=) juz spent my entire 2 days lying around my house, watching tv. cldnt have any appetite to eat tt i almost died feeling so helpless.so i ate a piece of bread juz enough to crawl up to e com to rant away dis illness.damn it. was talkin to becks juz now and felt weird..finally after sum time i realised it was my tongue.it juz cldnt get back down.to put it simply, it was curled up. so i sounded short-tongue.god knows wad happened to me! complained to my mum abt my tongue n she cldnt figure out wads wrong either.she tot i was playin a fool.. grr. so ya.she juz told mi to drink lots of water so i did just tt. drank 5 five mugs of water but im still feeling a lil strange. oh well..


//he sleeps at 8 every night. can hardly talk to him. -big sigh-



4:56 AM today's cca orientation.
was getting a lil hyper screaming about.
oh well...
tts wad makes it fun ya?

hmm...
e ex seniors came back too.
dey were okay today..
quite cooperative..
but someone said sumting wrong./
and i was lyk...'wad the hell.'
of all ppl she said it to e guides teacher.-ailen tan.
damn.
i so hate it wen ppl criticise their own cca.
i mean..so wad if u have graduated?
tt so doesnt give u e right to be so mean n critical.
since u think dis cca's lousy, why even cum back and be such an ass..?
barhhh___!

dere's flagday tmr.
hmm...
s'pore has too many donations going on.
i tink dey sld lyk decrease a lil.
e ppl wld get too fed up always having to donate n donate.
hur.
not tryin to be bad here but tts a fact la.

haiz.
was juz blog-hopping a while ago.
kinda found out sumting i sldnt have?
oh well...
it happened quite long ago.
so ya...
a bit useless knowing the fact now.
hmm.
but i cant help thinking abt it.
its kinda shocking.
especially wen its you./
at least now i realise u arent tt great.
i've been fooled to trust u tt much.even til now.
-sigh-






11:37 PM im boreddd .
and i have tons of lit notes to complete by mon
wadd shit is dis.

dose slimes outside r depriving mi of my tv.
dey jus wanna watch their stoopid soccer..
being fans of dose morons chasing after a ball is completely senseless.
all u do is get excited n scream lyk sissies in front of e tv.
ughh.
irritating.
just my luck to be under e same roof as them..


its 4 plus now.
and im not getting shifted to e right mode yet.
my mum's not at home to nag at mi.
maybe its time i start to instill sum self-discipline into dis freakin brain.

oh well...
im hungry.
maybe ill settle on some food before getting started on my work.
heh.




7:59 AM its e 5th day of e 1st week of skool and i love it totally...! friday's e best! hurr.. but im not exactly in da mood to smile_
lodsa work to be done dis weekend.gotta rush throu lit notes like hell..or miss kang's gonna blow up. im scared of herrrr_

sigh.

//i dun think u understand me either.
u dunno wad i want
u dunno my priorities this yr.
im lettin loose of u.
i dun wanna tie u down.
but u juz dun wanna understand my intentions.
u said i was selfish.
but pls rack ur brains n think abt my difficulties.
wad did i do to deserve ur critisims?
it all juz ur assumptions.
get ur facts right.
ur juz being negative abt everything.
u put e blame on me.
and u freakin well tell mi to get lost juz lidat.
it juz shows mi all u need is a companion.
not me.

u say im selfish.
i say ure contradicting.


now u want me out of ur life.
up to you then.
its ur life.