hits and counting :D

I sit & laugh with friends at what we've all been through
But I still catch my breath when someone mentions you.
We move on, put those dreams away
Hoping that we'll find them come some rainy day.
How could I know that everything would change?
Except the way I miss you.

7:01 AM firstly..

hApPy bIrThdAy To yOu
HaPpY bIrtHDay tO YoU
hApPy BiRtHdAy tO ANGELINE..!!
happie birthdaY tO yOu..!!

whEeeee______=)

hahazx..!
alrights...
niway not reallie in e mood now.
dunno y.
muz be hormones acting up agn.
hmm...

today's training frm 8-5.
den dis ex ex ex ex ex senior appeared out of da blue.
she damn fierce sia...so solid..!
e few sentences wif her can make mi cry le.
hurs..
apparently...e first ting my dear juniors n other pervertic ones noticed,
was her sagging boobs.
=X
shall not elaborate further.

okays..
niways bought a packet of sea-monkeys during lunch,
gonna feed my mojojojo their favourite food...!
but tt ah pang juz had to drop n burst e whole ting.
oh well...
guess dose creatures r having fun at e market drain now..
n nice si hui sponsered another packet for mi.=)

tip of da day: do not feed ur fighting fishes wif red coloured worms cuz dey hate the sight of it..n forget about pellets cuz its da last ting dey'll eat.tts y sea monkeys are the best.=D yum!




8:45 AM okays..
lets tok abt happy stuffs first...

I GOT MY PRETTY FISHES....!!!

whEeeee______=))
mo mo n jo jo.
stoopid christabella wanted my first fish to be named allebatsirhc..
but obvioulsy i wun allow sucha an ugly name to be given to my pretty fish.
its called mo mo temporarily.
gonna find a better name for it soon.
hahazx.
n e other one is not as pretty as mo mo but its smarter.
its called jo jo.
" mojojojo"

hmm...i let mo mo n jo jo fight each other juz now.
mo mo is so fierce.
but jo jo is smarter in fightin.
it attacks mo mo's head but stoopid mo mo attacks jo jo's tail..
so tts not a veh smart way to defeat ur enemy.
haa.
but i wun let both of dem be enemies.
can fighting fishes be good friends...?
hmm..
oh ya..n i fed dem wif sea monkeys today.
and my dad juz poured e entire bottle of sea monkeys into their fish tanks.
oh my...my pretty fishes r gonna be so fat man.

okays...
e bad stuffs today:
-i lost my wallet in da freaking bus.
-my lift got spoilt and i hadta climb 11 storeys.
-i sldnt have bought jo jo cuz he's a coward althou he's smart.
-i had no lunch.
-i got so worried for abby cuz i tot she got stuck in da lift.
-i had tuition wif my irritating tutor.
*eventually i was in a bad mood.


gRrr____!



7:28 AM okays...20 mins more n my "happy" birthday is over.
-sighs-
one more yr to go before i see dis day agn.
hurs.

niway...today i had a sad birthday.
woke up,
rushed to skool n waited for mdm su for 1.5 hrs.
den took cab, rushed to hq for nursing exam..
(of all days..exam on my freakin birthday..!!)
haiz...
but its okay..
at least i passed tt stoopid exam.

left hq at 5pm...
tt meant i spent half my birthday on unhappy stuff.
=(
and to make tings worse, my stomach juz had to ache e whole freakin day.

bLehz.

went home, bathed, den went out to eat wif my family.

niway tt freaking olinda is out..!!
yay...!!!


//a sad 2004 birthday___




7:19 AM whalalalalalala..............
happy deepvali...!!

hurs.
tokin to dis person online now.
but she's not reallie replyin.=l
nvm.
its okaee..

hmm...
today went queensway shopping centre
kinda far but ya..
hahazx..
bought dis pants n ping pong balls..
reached hm at abt 4.30
den supposed to have tuition at 5,
but din reallie care bout punctualily.
so went to make sum food to eat first..
ate..n took my time to bathe.
ny e time i was done,
it was 5.25...
hurhur...
den felt a lil weird, cuz he din call.
usually wen im not at his hse after 15 mins,
he'll call. but he din.
so called him to check if dere's still tuition.
(gonna give him e excuse tt i slept n forgot)
...but instead, he said dere was no tuition cuz its a public holiday.
hahazx...so i wasnt directly mean afterall.
blehZz..

okays...so laid on my bed n played wif my fone...
bandaged my brother's hand for fun.
n he kinda enjoyed it.
hurs.
abby called n we talked til my show starts.
went my grandma's hse for dinner after tt..
intended to play table tennis dere..
my bro kept reminding mi to bring e ping pong balls.
but while we walking dere..found out tt we forgot e rackets.
hahazx... guess im suffering frm amnesia lately.
kept forgetting bout stuff.haiz...
niway watched s'pore idol..
daphne's performance wasnt tt good today..=(
haiz...hope she doesnt get voted out.
hurhur..

tmr's my last day at mount e.
din get to go children's ward...=l
hmm...
n after tt..im free..!!
wad sld i do..?


//control ur temper ya..?=)


7:12 AM had work shadowing today at mount Elizabeth hopital.
today 2nd day le.
hahazx.
wore e mount E uniform today.
look so nursy sia.
hahazx..
..but we had to put on dis pink apron..
make us look lyk sum kinda nanny.
hurs.
today wasnt as boring as yest.
went to e same ward-e stroke ward.
all e patients dere suffer frm stroke de.
den today got one case,
dis old woman shitted on her bed.
den e nurse i was following around had to attend to her.
so i helped lo.
stand at e bedside.
den e nurse juz pulled up e old woman's dress.
den her vagina juz showed off itself.
omg.
but it wasnt tt grotesque lahx.
kept telling myself not to get too traumatised.
well...it's e first time i saw a stranger's vagina so close up can..
blehx.
i had to hold tt patient's butt up so tt e nurse can clean her ass.
hmm...e nurse kept tellin mi its not a veh dirty job
cuz e patient's shit is considered 'clean' cuz all she ate was milk.
yep.

i got to give tube-feeding to one patient today too..!=)

alrights...after tt supposed to go for archery course..
but mum din wan mi to go.
reasoned wif her but she used sjab as a cause of my extremely poor grades.=l
wad da hell.

niway i finally watched doll master today..!
hahazx...
it was okay..
quite scary n touchin lahx.
hmm...e dolls were freaky thou.

went borders to wait for justine's dad to pick us up.
read adrian mole e book.
he's sucha sexually deprived freak man.
hahazx..he n his pandora.
hmm..read dis super diapers baby book too.
damn crappy sia.
e enemy wants super baby's powers but turned into shit in e end. den still wan revenge on e super baby, but failed.
hurs.

niway yest was a bad day.
neva go for cca for one day so many tings can happen.
haiz...
den one small matter got blown up by e freaking seniors.
was damn freaking pissed i tell ya..
n meiyi had to make it worse.
im still mad at her k.
fucking shit ass..
haiz...cried e whole night yest.
realised it was quite stupid to cry over such matters...
especially wen no one appreciates all tt u've done
but only noe how to point out ur damn bloody small bad points.
ugHh...!!

my eyes are still hurting.

im angry....!!~!






6:14 AM hmm...so far things r not going right for mi.
been tryin to do things e right way but i always say e wrong tings.
haiz...niway, wads e right way?
i oso dunno.
maybe im juz being stoopid here.
but seriously..
someting's wrong wif me.
wad da hell.
hmm.
am i tokin toking sense..?
i hope i am.
but i dun tink so.
well...im mad.
do u tink so?
...hmm?
i dunno.
maybe u are.
u? hu's u?
im mi.not u.
hmm...
wad's going on?

i dunno.


whalalalalalalala..................

i hate 2004.
but e year's not over yet..!
ugh...!!
help................
2 more months to go.
how?
hoWw...???
ure asking mi....???
yes u.
u?
hu's u again?
oh my....

dis thing is freaky...!!!

wad ting?
DIS thing...!
eh?


blah blah blah blah blah blah blah.............................


i wanna swim.
no.
im tired..
lets sleep instead.
lets???
hu's lets...?
we...!!
hu's we...?!
well.............
hu else..?
its WE....!!

whahahahahahahahaha...............
wheeeee___________


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