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I sit & laugh with friends at what we've all been through
But I still catch my breath when someone mentions you.
We move on, put those dreams away
Hoping that we'll find them come some rainy day.
How could I know that everything would change?
Except the way I miss you.

7:39 AM today was e last day of skool.
n oso achievers' day--> organised my my council..! whahahaha...!
alrights..
niway 3/6 won 3rd for creative com..!!! hiP hiP hUrrAY...!!
i love my class...!

okays...got reallie exhausted after e whole of achievers'.
almost felt lyk collapsing after cleaning e whole hall.
den later still got dis nursing course to go.
haiz.

niway e worst part of e day was e collecting of report books.
im second last in class..!!
oh my.
n i failed my overall.
i tink i was supposed to get retained..
but apparently not...-phew-
cuz dere's supposed to be 2 ppl frm our class retain,
but now only one.
so e other one was supposed to be mi.
lyk oh wow..?
how da hell did i reduce myself to sucha failure man...?!!

feel lyk shit.

dun wanna let my parents noe yet.
dunno wad da hell dey'll do to mi.
i tink i so disappointed my parents.
dey give mi so many chances to improve my grades le..
but dunno y da hell...
im still deproving lyk nobody's business.

ugHhhhh_______________!!!!!!

i hate e government.

or sld i hate myself more?

gRrrrr...


8:41 AM im feeling green today..!

started my day at 11.05am..had a heavy flow of mense sia.haiz...went raffles city wif my family.dad wanted to change his fone so went singtel to do it.spent a long time dere,deciding which fone to buy..dey almost bought tt sony ericsson k700i, but it was overly expensive..so bought e nokia 6230 instead.haa.anyway i hated e buttons of e k700i fone. hmm...den my parents wanted to change my line..but e iplans at singtel wasnt tt great..so went to m1 at parkway to see..was having a headache over dere tryin to argue wif my parents over fone i wanted.hurhur.. i wanted tt samsung e600c, but dey wan mi to get dis fone (forgot wad model was tt) but i din wan it.so ya...in the end had to trade it my 6510 to get tt fone..=\ sigh..couldnt part wif but ya...hmm. my parents scolded my bro lyk shit cuz he was being sucha dumb ass..hai..shant elaborate.. reach home..spent e whole time exploring my new fone..tryin to get used to it. i wan my dad's fone instead now..! blehz...

talked to her on e fone for 52 mins.was kinda happy to hear her seem so hyper n good mood sia.hahazx...=) hmm. den went to buy dinner for my family. watched pearl harbour...n e way e freakin japs bombed e harbour was irritating.wad da hell were their bloody brains thinking at tt time man..haiz.. poor ppl. okays...den my dad was complaining tt he couldnt get used to his new fone n wanted to use back his old one.wad a fool..! so my mum used his new one instead.hurs.

alright...im tired.
byeee...


//i hope u reallie trust me..


9:06 AM okays...woke dis morning,wif dis thought of wad is my next paper to study for.hur..n den i remembered exams were overr...!whahaha... wad a fool. kaez..so i had nothin to do today. msged aggy n decided to go out.den waited in bed for my mum to cum home wif lunch. apparrently she took 2 hrs which meant i spent 2 hrs stoning in bed.bleh. okie..so decided to get over wif my laziness n go bathe. called aggy after tt n found out tt azri(or wadeva his name is), is coming along..so i kinda din wanna go alrdy.haa..den my mum came back wif my cheeseburger n said my dad dun wanna mi go out today..so ya..haiz..oh well. spent da whole freakin sat walkin around da house doing nothin.craved for fish n co,but my mum wun bring mi out to eat no matter how hard i begged her.)= she told mi to cook for myself but i dun wanna wash e dishes..!..blehz. so i starved e afternoon til my dad came back at 5.30 n he took mi out to e petrol kiosk to buy wadeva i wanted to eat.haa.bought a rather pathetic chicken pie cuz gtg my grandma's hse for dinner soon.was msging her n got a lil pekchek cuz ya..i dun wanna say it here.haiz...

hmm...ate a lot for dinner den was arguing wif meiyi over e shanghai issue.e adults came n oso talked bout tt freakin shanghai trip.my mum was complaining to mi how lousy e sjab hq was cuz dey couldnt confirm e date for competition.haiz. dey were supposed to leave on e 11 dec,but my com's on e 12th.so ya...dey were sayin tt i hafta to go shanghai by myself..!!..oh my...tts pretty scary..!..-cries- got reallie pissed off wif my entire family esp tt tan meiyi cuz she kept criticising sjab!!!go eat shit man.since u think tt sjab's so lousy den y da hell did u even join it in e first place??! ugh..! i got so irritated tt i walked out of my grandma's house. n i cld still hear my mum cursing mi behind..say im rude n all.bLehz..!! freaks. reach home den found out tt i kena mense..! ugh..!! wad a freaky day___!!

n now..she 's not replyin mi.
okie..i admit i was being mad.
y did i get so sensitive..?!
sorryy..........=(



3:10 AM alright...firstly...........
exams r oveRrr...!!
whEee_____!

okaes...firstly, im feeling reallie pissed right now.i juz wan all problems to go away.im tired of running away.i hate it.

blahx.

anyway, workshadowing going mount elizabeth hospital to work.hur.maybe not exactly work but ya.haiz...n im takin a nursing course too..!woah...feelin so nursy...blehz.

i've got nothing better to write anymore.
-go away-


4:41 AM yOohOo____
hav not updated dis for a long long le.
hurhurs...
niway,
exams' in 4 days timee...!
wth.
so fast.
gonna rush all my work n revision le.
haiZz...
miss dose obs times sia.
no work.
no nothin.
juz tt simple life..
but now back to reality .
-sigh-

dun feel lyk updatin dis ting le.
bleh.