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Sunday, May 30, 2004 my 3rD entry toDay!!!
dis is lyk my 3rd entry today.lolz.!! niway... shall give an account for my results. got back report bk on fri, mi deproved again..!!! was e 30th position in class..!! haiz... i seem to be deprovin n neva improvin..!! ugh..!!someone pls create a miracle for mi...!! i need happiness rite now..!! hurz...-_-" failed comnbined humanities. haiz....its two sudjects btw. HAIZ....!! may all dese bad stuff go away may i start anew again ...but first, u gotta GET OUTTA MY MIND...!!! [i miss u].. someone pls slap mi. i dUn wAnNa thInK boUt u...!!!
I don't wanna hear you say That you know me That I should be Always doin what you say Cuz I'm tryin to get today And there's one thing I know I don't wanna think about you Think about me Don't wanna figure this out I Don't wanna think about you Or think about nothin Don't wanna talk this one out I won't let you bring me down Cuz I know I don't wanna think about you Don't wanna think about you When I wake up here tomorrow Things will never be the same Cuz I won't wait Cuz you won't change And you'll always be this way Now I'm gonna get through today And there's one thing I know I don't wanna think about you Think about me Don't wanna figure this out I don't wanna think about you Or think about nothin Don't wanna talk this one out This time I won't let you bring me down Won't let you shut me out This time I know I don't wanna think about you Run away Run away Running as fast as I can Run away Run away I'll never come back again Run away Run away Don't wanna think about you Think about me Don't wanna figure this out Don't wanna think about you Think about me Don't wanna talk this one out I don't wanna think about you Think about me Don't wanna figure this out (figure this out) I don't wanna think about you Or think about nothin Don't wanna talk this one out This time I won't let you bring me down (bring me down) Won't let you shut me out (shut me out) This time I know I don't wanna think about you Run away Run away I don't wanna think about you Run away Run away I don't wanna think about you Run away Run away I don't wanna think about you dunno how to start wif all dese craP..!![homeworK]
hahaZx...din go for nco yest n today. wad a bad girl. haax..!feel so relaxed sia.. free from dose 20 hrs of being imprisioned in e headquarters. hurhurz... decided to start on sum work, but as usual, nothin is done. juz sit dere n stone..stone..stone.......... haiz...loser mi. niway, went out wif my family to paragon eat sum dim sum. den went shoppin.hahaZx... den bout 3 plus, was forced by my bro to go to his skool wif him for dis funfair tingy. hurz...all he wanted was to spend da 5 bucks funfair tickets. hurhur.but went dere, den it started to rain. so walk here walk dere, juz explored his skool. hmm...went back home, er...forgot wad i did le. ya...havin a serious case of short-term memory ba. haiz... to brandon, sorry to hurt u so badly,juz dun wanna tink bout all dese stuff now.reallie sorry if my words were too harsh. //u n her together always. u have my blessings. treat her well yea..?=) 4 9455 78499 5683 968, 259297. Wednesday, May 26, 2004 canossians' expressions day..?
thou dey changed e name to sum canossians' expressions ting. hurhurZ... my aunt dropped mi at e skool gate dis mornin. den mi walked all e way to bernie's house to fetch her here as she din dare to walk to skool herself.-_-" feli's sucha nice person. lolz..!! reached skool, was gettin excited wif everyone else. den had to go up to make a rather long announcement to da whole skool. haahZx..!! it was my first time so ya.. was shakin all over. n practically e whole skool was laughin at mi.-_-" hahaZx..! n miss juliana told mi to try to lower my voice a bit. hurz..lyk wad da...im born lidat..wad u wan mi to do sia..? haax... niway mi made my specs le. tink i kinda look a bit nerd ba. n stoopid nicolette said i looked lyk a bung. -_-"..wad da hell... kaez...den din reallie have lessons today. was busy wif council stuff most of da time. sum st pat's guys was in our skool sellin sum tickets. n were pestering us to buy dem.hurz... after skool, plans were quite messy. was supposed to have sjab training today, but i din bring my pe attire, n i din have e mood to hav trainin lo. den got sum problems within ourselves.. sum miscommunications n all... in da end, had to go for trainin cuz my teamates went all e way to our houses to find us. look how demanding e seniors are sia. have to go to e extend of going to our houses to drag us back to skool for training.haiz... den felt so bad...hur. n wad Da hEll...e seniors were being mad for forcing us to do drill in our skirts..n stoopid mei yi were humilating us by takin photos of us...!! was reallie pissed. hai...den watched e juniors do drill a while.den csm toked to us. after tt, e sec 2s got sum problems, den we were dismissed so tt e seniors can tok to dem privately.hurhurz... yAy..!! crapped wif e rest of da juniors, n christabella was being pervert. n she behaved a lil mad cuz i caught her tokin to herself n walkin alone...hmm...=X su brought mi home, den ate e whole time at home.hurz... havin mense now...hai... a lil moody ba. blasting my radio... punching dis keypads... haiz... dis is bad.im at it again... imissu. *sigh* u love her now. tot u used to say tt to mi? haiz... its over..!!!! *slaps face* //guess i'll juz love u in silence...wad a fate. Friday, May 21, 2004 tiriNg day today.
hurz...sho tired now sia. today e whole day got filming in skool. dose ppl filmed us frm mornin 7 plus til 8pm sia. hahaZx... dey filmed classes n all in e morning, den after skool dey filmed all e ccas. hmm...1.45... bell rings, ran up to 4/7 to meet my senior bout sjab stuff. n dey got angry wif mi cuz i forgot to bring my socks. hurhurz... den ran down to meet my junior to do stock check for council. it was rather tiring... had to count all e pails, flatbrushes, garbage bags... den e worst part is to pour e magic clean n jif to make dem equal in every bottle. hur. den finish le, around 3, rushed to changed into bigade uniform, den fall in wif e rest. ..first ting i went dere,minfeng caught mi for my other two earholes, den kana forced to take dem out... haiz...she xiao one sia... doesnt understand wad is pain. ..but in e end she gave up waiting for mi to take out cuz it was damn difficult. hurhurx...but my ear turned all red..= after sjab, gtg for sl filming. was supposed to meet at 4.30, but was already 5. tot tt we were damn late. so rushed dere. in e end, waited for dose bra-dy teachers for 1.5 hrs. hurz...everyone was groanin to go home. hahazx..but got choice wad. den started filmin. we were lyk supposed to hold a candle each, den dey will light one candle den pass it on... wth...lidat oso nice to video...-__-" hahaZx...kinda borin la. but we were havin fun among ourselves.lolz...! rebecca loke kept beatin mi for no reason. n i told her tt she's juz giving an excuse to touch mi..!!lolz! den juz kept steppin on her foot for no reason too.=hurz...n we juz laughed n laughed throughout e filming sia.-_-" e whole ting ended. den e skool was almost dark le. n tt stoopid rebecca was acting scared while walkin down. lolZ..!! reached home, was reallie hungry. but ate halfway den felt lyk puking sia. haiz...tink bernie passed dis problem to mi le. hurz... //how true can fate be..? Friday, May 14, 2004 Are you happy now..?
exams sre over le.. so its lyk nothin to do now.. haahzx..!! later guess im gg white samnds make specs ba. hmm... yest.. my mum din allowed mi go out. so went wif my mum go far east.. n i met nik n e rest. hahaZx..!! so went wif dem. supposed to go bugis meet bernie dey all. but lyk wif nik dey all le. so juz went wif dem lo. watched van halsing. dat movie totally RoCks...!! hahaZx/...!! went home ard 8 plus. hmm... //guess u've found ur angel. are u happy now..? im not..*sigh* arghZ..!!!*slaps my face* Monday, May 10, 2004 juz finished emaths paper one...[it sux..!!]
cuz dun wanna go home. hurhurz. going later expo study..again.haax... juz finished emaths paper 1. kinda sux yea..? cldnt finish e paper in time but i guess its gonna be lil bet den last yr ba. hurhurz... yest's history, for sure gonna fail sia. soursed-based qns din do at all..!! n its worth 18 marks!! arghZ..!! so did only stractured essay lo. tmr amaths... die le. justine's sis is being pysco now. influenced by justine so ya.=X oppz... Friday, May 07, 2004 cant concentrate on my work.haiz...
today had lit paper, was kinda okie, but lazy to do poetry so crapped it up. finish paper at 9.30. eunice and iris come to skool to find us thou dey din had paper today. go to parkway bk to study(supposedly), but end up slackin lyk shit. was mug alright at first, den all of us were stuck n sick on our mths questions, so talk n walk around parkway.hurz... saw her in her shop, talk to her a while outside e shop. was feelin a lil happier after dat.hur... den went back bk, write e few words on my paper, den start stonin. shir,jocelyn n cheryl come n started tokin to dem. iris all of a sudden wanted to pierce a second ear-hole on her ear.mi followed her go stege pierce, den want to too, but was scared of e pain, so din. den went back bk, and eunice saw tt iris's hole was nice, so wanted to pierce too.den almost of us go dere. mi was hestitating for a long time in da shop weder to pierce anot, den tt toopid guy suddenly go towards mi n juz shoot tt ting on ear.ugh...!!!i haven even agree yet lorz!!den he juz lidat...haiz..i was even tokin halfway lo.but ya...it wasnt pain, n at least it was fast ba. hurz...now dere's a hole on e top of my ear. go back bk again, write somemore words on my paper, den jocelyn wanted go toilet. mi go wif her, and go up e 2nd storey toilet...bcuz i wants to see her..? haiz...it sldnt be dis way anymore... we walked in isetan, praticaly laughing n crapping our way through. had to walk pass her shop a few times, partly bcuz e eascalater was dere.hurz...mi din wanna act lyk a despo sai...-_-" go back bk, den was already 4 plus. eunice n iris wants to leave le, mi stayed on wif shir n e rest, while waited for lynn to came. den met lynn, sat at starbucks, den magz came n sat wif us for a while. hurz...was glad tt she came, but din dare to look at her.was feel a lil moody at tt time, so was afraid i may juz cry as i look into her face. so my hair was lyk lookin at her. hmm...at least i cld feel her presence ba. she was fagging again.n i din like it, but dis doesnt matter anymore ba.juz hope tt she can quit soon.thou dis is out of e ques but its for her own good i guess...haiz... magz went off to work again, den mi went home wif lynn. lynn was feelin bored so stayed at e swimming pool side, playin wif water again...-_-" hai...tt was my day...im into dreamland now...hope tt i can meet her dere. -sigh- //can u still remember how things used to be. can i not think of u anymore? guess u've yet to start another life. you don't feel the same way as i do. you don't go through what i am right now. there's no way i can be healed. wad sld i do? Monday, May 03, 2004 i look back..n my tears fall...
to change fate. n stop all dese pain. i cant take it anymore... . anyway, today, was feelin sleepy e whole time. hardly paid attention n was risking myself sleepin durin lit. hurhurz... stoned during amths, slept durin chinese. rushed throu hw durin eng n played durin chinese. hurz...wasnt doing serious work e wh0le day sia. den after skool, went airport wif eunice, iris, mich n sum of eunice's seniors supposedly to study. but spent lotdsa time decidin for a place to settle down n did not study in da end. mi decided to go home. but met sylvia halfway. den toked to her at burger king for half an hour. den went home. hurz.. wad a day... sighZ.. //Notice me Take my hand Why are we Strangers when Our love is strong Why carry on without me? Everytime I try to fly I fall without my wings I feel so small I guess I need you baby And everytime I see you in my dreams I see your face, it's haunting me I guess I need you baby I make believe That you are here It's the only way I see clear What have I done You seem to move on easy And everytime I try to fly I fall without my wings I feel so small I guess I need you baby And everytime I see you in my dreams I see your face, you're haunting me I guess I need you baby I may have made it rain Please forgive me My weakness caused you pain And this song is my sorry At night I pray That soon your face Will fade away... Saturday, May 01, 2004 a study day turned out a playin day....
supposedly to study at dat time but ya... went playin instead. eunice's eu eu could only meet at 2 so wanted to catch a movie first. wanted to watch 50 first dates, so went cineleisure, but e show was too late. so walked to lido, n it was oso to late. wad da hell..wasted my energy walkin sia. den gave up, so went far east take picture... hahaZx...took le, den found it not nice, so took again. den found tt machine veh fun, so took another round...-_-" hahaZx...!! wad da hell...spent 24 bucks on pictures. hurhurz... in e end wanted to save money to eat dinner so din eat lunch. took a train to douby gault n lost our way to ymca, when it was only somewhere behind e trees. took a cab dere, found tt we wasted our money wen we cld actuallie walk...haiz. so spend half e time lookin for a place to sit, den finally settled down. had a horrible time doing maths, so did a bit le, den gave up... *big big sigh* maths sure fail le la. den ard 5 plus, went ps, hopefully can watch movie wif our pathetic amt of money tt we distributed among ourselves, n intended to eat bread for dinner so can watch movie. but, it was so crowded, n e show was to late.so din watch again... hai...wad da hell...again. so decided to use e money to eat pasta mania.=) ordered dis ting cuz wantedto try, but it was too yucky so ate less den half of it.-_-" *sigh*...wasted my money again. walked ard a while, nothin much to do le. so went home. had a great day today, but guess i became thinner after all tt walkin n e burden of my heavy bag wen i hardly did anything...=( //You took your love away, too fast Love, no chance to say look back And now I know the truth, It make, its easier Maybe when time goes by, I’ll understand You threw it all away So blind You pushed me far from you. Let’s pretend, that I’ve moved on And I tell myself, That life goes on, without you. Open my eyes, Look deep inside. I run away |