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Friday, March 26, 2004 sportz day.
had sports day today at tp. hurz...stoopid cuzin made mi wait for lyk 20 mins..? haax..sounds short. but its in e mornin n im still tired lo.den hafta stand n wait.hur. my uncle send us wrongly, and drove to temasek JC instead of temasek poly can..? lolz...!den reach dere kana scoldin frm senior. hurhurz... din run today. did public duty e whole time. was suntannin on e stretcher. haax..!so shuang can..?lolz..! no casualties at all somemore.hahazx... niway, 3/6 came in fifth for inter-class. and bakitha was last...again...?hurz... went tamp inter to mi lynn. but was almost half an hour late cuz of e stoopid buses.hur. niway,went to bugis... mainly cuz she was dere and i wanted to see her..!hur. ...and first ting i saw, she was fagging... haiz... and lynn oso fagged...wad e... been breathing in alot of smoke today.hurhurz. walked ard bugis a while. den walked to suntec to support danielle dey all drama tingy. hahazx... ...and she went to parkway.....hur.=( hmm...went home kinda early lyk 5 plus 6? yea... //i miss u...how? Thursday, March 25, 2004 id un wa nn af or ce ut ob ew it hm i
guess everything has to over. come to think of it. i guess i've kinda pushed her too much. she haven been replyin my messages. i sld juz face up to reality... she doesnt care anymore. she doesn't bother... y sld i care so much for her?? y am i oways thinking of her when she doesn't??? i cant believe all these are happening... it used to all perfect.but now... i cant go back to e past anymore. guess u've reallie fallen for her... i cant do anything bout it can i? im juz so disappointed in u. i cant stand it any longer. i shouldnt have trusted u i shouldnt have believed ur words. u broke ur promises. guess i was too naive at dat time... sld have known. nothings perfect. it will end up bad anyway... shouldnt have trusted u shouldnt have trusted u shouldnt have trusted u shouldnt have trusted u shouldnt have trusted u...!!!!! love doesnt last forever. it wasnt love at all. everything was just a moment's pleasure. can i dun face to reality? my guardian angel has left mi for someone else. im all alone now. i wanna run away frm all dese far far far away... //The tiny yellow flower frm our fairytale floating since the year it was born every year it grew with me Floating in my memory, it still remains yellow to this day Whistling our song, looking at the sky i remember the flower's petal wilting Never thought, even though courage is lost, i still remain i want to ask, once again, will u wait or leave? In the windy day, I tried, I tried to find ur hand. But no the rain kept falling, falling til i lost sight of u Waiting for the day, until I can be right beside u maybe i might feel a bit better then once once upon a time, there was someone who loves u very deeply But no, the rain kept falling and the wind blew us apart, the distance grew so great i tried so hard, so hard to finally love an extra day But at the end of our fairytale, you seemed to have said goodbye... -i dun wanna say dis. but juz wanna let u noe dat i miss u.lyk hell. i wan bao bao... i wan u back. dis is all a dream now. wad sld i do? i dun wanna face up to reality...- Monday, March 22, 2004 thinking of u rite now...
feeling alot better now. hmm... thanks to a person's words. hurz... dere's nothing i can do. juz to wait patiently til e end of e month. reallie wish wish wish things will return to normal. will u be the same again????? miss u lyk hell. when da hell can i see u again????? its been more den a week since i saw u. n im sad.=( i'll juz wait as time passes. y does it seem so long?? !!!!uGh!!! can e stoopid time pass faster??!! hurz. //im waiting waiting patiently. when e time comes, will u be e same again?? will u leave mi juz lidat again? i wan bao bao... Wednesday, March 17, 2004 dis day kinda suck.
for 3 hrs...!! hurz. sucky.. cant reallie think anyway.. hurhur. was looking forward to it being over. cuz was going to meet her...!! hurZ..but in e end... she told mi she meet mi le. y..?i dunno.hur. she doesnt seem to want to tell mi anyway.so ya... well...was disappointed. even cried over dat... so stoopid ritez..? haiz... everything juz changed so quickly. juz overnight and ur feelings changed totally. i cant accept it... its too sudden.cant take it. god, pls let a car knock mi down wen i cross e road. let someone push mi off e building. let a robbery happen and i'll get stabbed in e heart. well..juz make sure i die. hurz... but...let mi see her for e last time before u let dose tings happen. haiz... felicia tan...wad da hell u tinking..??!ure so dumb. i am? yahx.of cuz.. but why?? ure being dumb to tink of doing dat. well...its juz gonna be accidents.juz cursing myself.haha... she doesnt love u anymore.accept dat fact...!! no...she gave mi word last time.she wont break it. she already did.love is not meant to last... i juz tink it does.i'll wait for her... wadeva...suit urself... haax..i juz talked to myself..!! lolz..!!im going mad... tmr got camp...=( not looking forward to it sia... hurz... nitez everyone.. //i miss you...i reallie reallie do. when can i see u again..? u seem lyk u wan to see mi thou.. wad can i do...? everything's too sudden... i dun wanna face up to reality. Monday, March 15, 2004 guess i'll juz leave.
n be a load off ur mind. i dun wanna see u so confused. alright...? i'll for tings to get beta.. and for ur feelings to come back. i wish so much for tings to be e same as last time. i'll juz hafta accept wads happening right now. //it hurtz terribly. pls be e dear i used to have. do u even care?
i am? i dunno. //do u not care anymore? when will all these end..?
ur heart isn't here. feelings are going away. hope dis ting can be over soon. juz wan tings to be e same again. is dis too much to ask for..? //it seems lyk.. u dun need mi anymore. do u still wan mi here? Saturday, March 13, 2004 feeling beta..
hurz..so early go online le.. hmm...feeling much beta now. guess my eyes is dehydrating le. hahazx... went shopping yest wif my mum. bought quite a number of stuffs.. been a long time since i went shoppin. haax.. bought slippers frm leather ark. hurhur..and cuifen was e one serving mi.. felt kinda weird cuz i sittin den she hafta squat to help mi.. hurz... went home, msg her two times.. but she was busy, so replied mi lyk 10 plus..? practically staring at e fone e whole time.. hurhurz. ..and my parents forced mi to take a blood test..! u noe..u hafta use dis ting wif a needle inside den u poke ur finger wen e blood starts oozing out... hurz..so scared.. my parents xiao one.. forced mi to take it and even threatened to slap mi if i dun.. wad is dis..? hurz..dey kinda suspect my bro got diabetes so ya.. wads wif e diabetes now man..? bernie oso lidat.. hurhurz.. in e end e whole family was forced to take it.. and my cuzin-mei yi...!cried lyk hell.. but it wasn't dat pain after all.. hurhurz.. reached home and called her.. den tok for lyk a few mins and she hadta put down le.. haiz...-sadz- //can i trust ur words dis time..? pls dun ever lie alright..? -it hurtz to see someone u love fall in love wif another becuz u dun wan to let go or get hurt- Friday, March 12, 2004 wo xiang hui dao guo qu
no..in fact..i was awake frm last night.. hurz.. is dis what i call love when feelings fade so easily..? when was e last time u said u missed mi..? it seems different now.. ur attitude.. ur heart.. its all turning away frm mi.. muz she go before everyting can be e same again..? *sobz* where do i stand in ur heart right now..?
not reallie in e mood now.. someting's happening. and im scared.. y is dis all happening..? //if u wan to leave, leave. are promises meant to be broken..? y are u not keepin ur word..? can i ask.. where do i stand in ur hrt right now..? am i still e one u tink of..? or izzit someone else on ur mind. my guardian angel's heart is flying further and further away to me.. to land on someone else... Monday, March 08, 2004 =)guai mi(=
hahzx..gotta update more often yea..? hurz.. went home straight after skool today.. yea..guai mi..! lolz....!! walked in e rain to market to eat wif my cuzin n cheryl.. hurz..most of e stalls were lyk closed so settled down for chicken rice.. hurz..[lame details ehz?].. was suaning cheryl thru out.. hahazx..she and chun kiong(wadeva his name is)..ha.. her face was lyk red lo.. lolz..!! laughed til my stomach pain can..? hahazx..!! went home after dat.. haiz..feli hates walking under e rain..hurz.. alright..gtg.=) //i so miss you dear..if only u cld appear rite before mi......*poutz* Friday, March 05, 2004 flu is spreading around..
dat was lyk two months ago..?hahzx.. kaez..lets tok today.. eunice was sick.. so she kinda left mi sitting alone in class today. and tulip was sick too..hurz. lets tok bout e happiest ting today...! and the happiest ting was............................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................nO hOmEwOrK..! hur. but e moSt happiest ting was............................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................i got to see my Ga today..!haax..! went to suntec today.. pei her go to tt career exhibition. listened much bout dose private schools. hurz..kinda cost alot for a private skool ehz..? $22000 plus for dat Mdis skool.. hurz..so ex can..? hahazx.. after went to pierce second ear hole on my right ear. haax..and guess wad..? it cost $40.80...!! wad da hell.. but it was supposed to be painless.. and e woman said we paid for e hygiene of it. wadeva lahx..hai. stoopid us..din check e price den went ahead wif it.. hurhur.. //missing u..... |