Thursday, October 30, 2003 gonna be prepared for e worst tmr......
5:48 AM
todae skool seems so quiet
justine din cum for skool
but came in e afternoon..hur...
time seemed to pass so fast today.
spent the time doing e PC board.
my dear came after skool...to study..?
hurhur...
watched the achievers' day rehearsal
and e creative com.yep.
jin and mi came down halfway to put in e cleaning equipments cuz it was raining haevilly.
and apparently, the things got wet again.
stoned in the canteen.
went to pei my dear study.
juz sat there and stared at her while she studied..
juz lookin at her doesn't get mi bored at all...
hurhurz...
dad fetched mi home after dat...yep.
and the rest of da day was juz boring...
so ya.
gonna be prepared for the worst tmr.
collecting of report books....................
arghz..!
i cant help feelin stressed...
pei jun got a peep at the results
and told mi dat my class osition is lyk 24..?
lyk wad da hell...!!
i dropped 12 positions can...?*sobz*
and level is 121..!!
one position away frm enterin 3/8...
my "dream class"...hur.
i hope i wld go into 3/8 or 3/6 anyway...
or i'll juz cry my heart out.
my results are expected to be real bad.
maybe the world wont see mi anymore after tmr.
hurhur...
i'll prolly be in the 6.30 news tmr...haa...
*[im being serious here...]
wadeva it is, goodluck ppl for tmr...yupz.=)
~im so gonna miss 2/5 after tmr...things wld not be the same anymore..!i dun wan.i wan everyone to be togeder again...i dun wan separate...!=( ~
//reallie gonna miss you i swear...*sadz*
im not lookin forward to next yr.
Monday, October 27, 2003 i miss you.
10:29 AM
its 3 am now.
haa.
guess who is here to invade.
hurhur.
drop by to say....
ur blog is saved and..
guardian angel misses her baby plenty plenty.
*hugZ*
Thursday, October 23, 2003 scared to face my results...
7:03 AM
haiz..got back results yest.
very dissapointedwif it....
expecally my maths.
failed by 10 marks lorz...!
im so dead..maths is lyk so importent..?
so scared so scared...
i cannot go into gd class le...
expecally wif dese "sux big time" results.
cant face my parents
cant face my future
cant face MYSELF..!
feel so shitified...loser...
im juz deproving as time goes by.
dis is so so bad...=(
anyway failed two sub,
passed da rest wif a border line..
i suck..!!
things are gettin bad for mi.
Monday, October 20, 2003 bad mood feLi
5:45 AM
hmm...not reallie in e m0od e whole day.
reason...?
dunno..no particular reason..
prolly cuz of pms.hur..
been havin mood swings eh..?
hmm...dunno wads wrong wif mi..
but i feel dat somethin's amiss.
things dun seem e same as before anymore...
are we driftin..?
i dunno...hur.
maybe im juz too over sensitive eh..?
hurhur...
alright...dun feel lyk writing le.
to every exsisting person: take ppl.life is precious.[huh.]
to you: maybe its juz mi..juz hope dat tings wld be beta?..
i dunno wad lahx...hur.
Friday, October 17, 2003 skool's slacked...
8:30 AM
today was
slack.
frm mornin til afternoon was
slack.
all of us had to go to our "new" classrooms...
we(2/5)..hadta go to 3/5 classroom and so on..
e slacked day began..
frm e time we stepped into class...hur.
walked around e whole skool lyk nobody's buisness.
walked passed her class quite a few times =)
talked to sylvia for e longest...
dat i forgotten dat dere wld be a briefing for us...lol..
anyway oso dun wanna se dat miss chia's face.
so juz continued tokin n tokin...
kept walkin frm 1st floor to 4th floor lorz..
kinda tiring after a few rounds..hur.
juz slacked n slacked til mrs mark came back to class ard 1 plus.
waited for her to finish her nonsense
den was dismissed.
found out my skirt got stain...!
kinda shitified.
den bernie n justine helped mi wash my skirt
n my whole skirt was soaked.wow...
luckily farihin had an extra skirt.phew...
waited for her for while wif my huge apetitte pei jin.
she ate a bowl of noodles,a plate of spagetti wif 4 nuggets
and another plate of spagetti wif a chicken cutlet...lol..!
can't stand her apetitte sia...hur.
after dat went to tm wif ol,jin and magz...
ol wanted to get jin her b'dat pressie...
but cant reallie get one...haa..
in da end, she bought her crystal jade porrige.
hurhur...
she sent mi home at e mrt station
so as not to be seen by my aunt.hur.
reached hm...n sneaked in wif e help of my brothers.
bathed n al dat...
n my mum din even noe dat im home..!
hahazx...
lyk 45min later den she found put..lol..!
lied dat i went home ard 5 plus...
n she believed mi...cuz she tot i was home a long long time le...
hurhur.
dat's it...
hate my mense..
kaez..gtg..
tc ppl.
miss ya alot alot
Thursday, October 16, 2003 ::good mood mum today::
4:05 AM
happie happie...
todae my good mummy brought mi out
said she wanted to go shopping..
and we ended up in chinatown...=P
kinda borin dere wif most of old-fashion stuff..
maybe dats y she wanted to go dere..=X
knowin dat im kinda bored dere...
she brought mi to raffles place.
but was havin a lil mense cramp while walkin..
so pain can...?
den walked ard dere for 15 mins den went hm..hur.
couldn't take it anymore...
mense sux...! =(
well...went hm...
den the boring part of my day starts here...
hurhurz...
tc peeps...*mish mi*=P
//i believe dat true love neva dies
Saturday, October 11, 2003 i hate maths..!!
2:56 AM
hmm..haven updated for a long long time le.
yest was maths paper one
totally sux ya?
din do bout 5 ques?
prolly gonna fail...again.
dis yr's my streaming but im lyk slackin so much...
gotta depend on my maths paper 2 now.
n i'll hafta do my best for science...!
hurhur..had quite a happy day yest lahx..
thou 11 tiger moths lost their lives yest.
all dat sadist lil gal's fault...
haiz...
lets tok bout todae...
woke up at 10 plus.
my hair was lyk.."bomb"!!..
ate lunch..(before 11?)
den did a few ques of maths..
n my head was full of "???"
got stuck at one ques..
so gave up doin it...hur..
im such a loser...
kaez...got distracted by the tv
den the computer was tempting mi..
so i am...haa..
can't wait for da exams to be over..
3 more days.
but her o's are round e corner..*sighz*
kinda worried for her..
thou i dun seem worried for myself at all.
hurhur..
gotta start wif my work again..
muz have self discipline..!!
alright..take care ppl..=)
//i hate the way im missing you rite now..
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